a date to remember..

Monday, October 29, 2007 @ 2:49 AM

yahx..seems like long time nv touch my blog le..
haha..becox this is a target i set for myself..
so and yahx..i want o get a GPA of 3.3 for this semester..
So i gonna WORK HARD..
okie..erm..nw is 11:23, 28 october 2007
a date for me to remmeber..
haha..wat man..going emo again..
but erm yahx..i jus cant control..
it is all coming back again..
no matter how hard i try..
it took me some time to realise..
my emptiness are playing a trick on me..
i actually cant believe i was trying to forget everything so hard..
So fast..till i jus want to find a replacement..
tats was jus the wrong of me..
all the ways i did is wrong..what else can i do?
Some memories are just meant to be remembered
But some are jus meant to have it and forget it..
No matter hw nice they can be to you..
it jus cant live in my remorseful mind of mine
it easy to have it
yet it is so difficult to forget..
it is not i dun want but it is jus that i cant..
may i be the most hateful person to you in the world..
but my promise still remain untouched in the conscious mind of mine..

it is like we all have our lives of our own now..
it is useless to even say anything or do anything..
Some precious are lost, tats the truth..
Just really hope that she can be fine..
her contacts i lose it in purpose..
Just to see if i have the luck to ask from her again..

so..here is a piece..
i wanted to take part in the s-pop competition on channel U
but i think again..better not..i suck anyway..

《傻》
我 回頭看一看 嘴 角微微笑笑
眼 角的那滴淚 說 了什麼結局
你永遠活在我恛憶世界
再也越不過這一條戒線
看 那晚的夜空 聽 你想說的話
結 局我很明了 我 掛上電話時
滑下的眼淚 和 飛過的流心
就在那一順間的消失了
我是不是在裝傻 還是我放不下
愛的不懂怎樣停 我還想去挽救
我是不是愛傻了 無結局的府出
還想著你會回來

筆 記本的故事 寫 了什麼心情
每 一業的日期 說 了愛你多久
時間就一分一妙的過去
回憶不斷放這美好恛憶
海邊是我們想去的地方
心心是我想看到的希望
我真的不是裝傻 因為我的愛還在
我會好好收起來 等你有一天回來
I will wait for u..

okie..next is to eileen..
yoyo..haha..make u laugh like no one business ritex??
hehe..yahx..i need to laugh more in life too..
so i make u laugh too..
hehe..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAn..b4 12 de lehx..hehe

nitex peeps..tmr have a VERY important thing to do..

wonderful day..

Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 3:25 PM

yup..jus finish a bowl of fulfiling BAR CHOR MEE..
haha..before tat went to gym-ing..
felt tat need to work some muscle out and shed some FATS off..
haha..okie..jus being lame..
so nw stuck in canteen 2..dun know where to go..nw is 3:16..still so early..
so i decided to go home after this post..
i-tunes.is playing songs thru my earphone..
i realised one thing 99% of my songs are emo..
oh god ~ wat to do. this is me mahx..haha..
back to ytd..i was actually stupid..
actually there is NO IS CLASS !!!
haha..guess what i went in the class..
smile to everyone and trying to be polite and friendly..
haha..try did i found out i wa nt suppose to be in this week class..
damn pai sei can $!$!#@% ...then i walk out of the classroom and pretend nothing happen..
haha..i assure myself this kind of situation will not happen again..
okie seeems like there is a change of mood..due to the weather..
i am not girl why am i getting mood swing..haha~lame~
okie...gotta go complete my homework on mel...
bye peeps.hope tat my blur genes will not act up again and cause me to do some
stupid and dumb stuff..haha..

Sian~ Always too early !!

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 @ 12:16 PM

haha..nw at blk 56 waiting for IS lesson..
First week of the sch..i already mix up the timetable..
what the hell..haha..How blur of me..
MAybe i was jus awake..then could not see the timetable clearly..
haha..then went to sch at 12..but lesson was at 1 !!!
Dumd Dumd man..
okie..rewinidng back to first day of sch...
haha..it was fine until i meet this Korean lectuer..he was totally 100% joker man..
he was trying to pronounce my name..guess what he said???
KOrean lecturer: erm..okie..next is "Pehyi'..
everyone was looking around who was this new female student..
then i realised it was my name..being read out the first 2 part only..
haha..what sia..okie..then we also had show on intro to film..
the shows was great but nw have to what to write on the dissuscion board..
cause we are going to evauate the movie !! first timer..
next second day was also filled with joyous fun.. =)
we had computer graphic..nw i learn hw to master Photoshop..haha..
then was studio production..tat korean lectuer again..
but the lesson was filled with fun but with a sense of serious-ness..
haha..then home sweet home..
and nw..i am stuck here waiting for my lesson to come..
Which actually ends at 5 or maybe 6.. okie.. (i forgot.....)
haha..no matter what..wish me tat my day will be a smooth one..
Bye Peeps.. ( ^ _ ^ ) v

blog..

@ 12:01 PM

eh eh..

Thursday, October 11, 2007 @ 12:17 AM

hmm..missing from my bog a long long time already..
sch also gonna repoen soon..
haha..i realised this..
when attending sch we will hope for holidays but when holidays comes..
we will be too bored and ask for reopen of sch..haha..
weird cycle yahx..
okie..this SATURDAY working at starbuck AT 10-3...
then SUNDAY erm...oops unknow yet haha..
after so long i am going back again..jus for this two days..
i wonder if i can still make a cup of aromatic coffee..
hehe..or jus some kopi "siu tai" like what they order in the coffee shop..
maybe work too long in coffee shop liao..haha..
btw..Ankle is recovering at a marvellous speed..
haha..ready for this friday WILD WILD WET !!!!!
hehe..first time there yahx..dun know what's waiting for me..
Argh.. *fear + fun* no a so gd combination..haha..* RUBBISH..*

okie..nw for the second side of me..
i dun wish to talk much on this becox this isn't a personnal diary..
shall jus wrote how i feel..

For MOM :

" For all i know..
Just take my soul..
lighten her burden..
Put it on my soul..
May happiness be with her..
Smile everyday like she was never told.."

okie..haha..dun understand nvm..
take care peeps..
shall see u guys in np when sch starts..hehe..
take care and gd nitex..=) LalALALAlAlalaLAlA (^_^) v

Okie..

Monday, October 1, 2007 @ 12:40 PM

Alritex..Nw only have seven minutes to blog..
haha..rushing to do hsework nw..
eheh..Okie..Kinda of stuck wif blogging life nw..

so rewinding back to ytd..
i went to grandma hse..
went there to rubbed my poor leg..
Arhx..I told her to rubbed harder..
But then she said no need...haha..
{heng arhx!! Ltr too much pain i will shout..then very pai sei de lehx!! }
then i suddenly felt very bad..Becox i didnt accompany my grandma very often..
i can feel tat she feels lonely sometimes..
espically when grandpa is gone..
i hope she is fine..
then aft rubbing my leg..i stay to watch tv with her..
then there is this sudden commerical which shows the
erm..grandpa and grandma walking in the park..
i then watched her faced..she shows nothing..
but deep inside i knw she misses grandpa..

Ltr in the nitex..i was working around her..
so i went to take a look..
cause this few days she vomited aft she ate something..
so i went to find her..and she asked me if i wants to share dinner with her..
so i said yes..
hmm..It has also been a long time since i had dinner wif her..
it is jus so nice..
I hope everyday can be like this..

And also..this is for Wan Qing if she is reading my blog..
I know u had some problem in ur life..
but dun lt affect ur studies,okie?
cause at tat time nt only u will be sad..
ur famly members will be sad too..
and u shld nt feel sad becox it is he who dun cherish u..
N the other way round..so i guess u shld study hard nw..
End of year exam is imortant..Do take care =)

And also i gotta go nw..
Bye peeps..
Take care and smile to face urs daily life =)

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