To my younger brother.
Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 1:21 PM
This entry will be solely to my younger brother.
Yi Sheng,
I understand at times we can't bear to give in to each other and we often like to bicker. Since young we always love to fight and quarrel over tiny mini stuffs but who can be like us? After each quarrel we still can sit down watch TV, eat together, play games and watch youtube video together. But one thing that will never change is we love our pride, don't we? But as your big brother, I learn to give in and apologize. I am glad to see you change for the better but your bad temper really agitates me at times. That explains why I spoke to you that saturday morning. I might sound a bit harsh about your scholarship and stuff but if I don't say would understand the importance of it? or even realise it is too late? You are clever and smart, we all know that. So why do you want to waste your chances when you can make use of the benefits that you can enjoy? Our family is not that well off to being with and you know that mom is also having a hard time supporting us. So brother, come to think of it, can we make mom's burden lighter?
You might think that I am trying to ignite a fight again but think again brother. Don't we share the same goal somehow? it is in which to make our mother feel more happy and more fortunate to have us as her son, right ? So why are we keeping silent like this? Are we enemies ? I already said sorry seems to be the hardest word to say and I have said it to you. So isn't it time that you should have said something or at least greet me when you see me ? I have said my piece. Whether will you read this post, I shall let fate decides. But if you really do, just want to let you know if anything happens in your life, I will be behind there to help you. I promise.
YiChee™
--xoxo,
yichee
Adaptation & Changes in life
Today while I was editing in my suite, I overheard one of the colleague is going off. I actually respect and look up to him as my role model. During my internship days, without him around things would have been hetic for me. I tried to ask him the reasons for leaving the company and he answer me this way.
Ask myself ...
(1) Do you need this job ?
(2) Can you get another job ?
(3) Are you happy with this job ?
Basically, he told me that he answered these three question and then he derived from a answer. This is certainly a changing point in his life and I am sure that he knows what he is doing. There is this saying, the start of this departure is to get ready for the next meet up. But on the editing work wise, it feels that I am alone and it seems that I can't adapt to that feeling. Last time in school got mates to see and help but now is all about being independent now.
I guess my next stage of life would be Army life. Some said it to be good. But the thing that I look forward to is having them transform my "World United" stomach into 8 pack dark chocolate. Heh. Okie maybe it is just my fat dream. Okie. It seems like the clock struck 6 and I already hear the sound of basketball hauling me ! Hehe, feels like today gonna have a few hard knock rebounds and body contacts.
Alrighty people, please stay cool and healthy as we all know about the weather recently and exercise more !
okie Ciaos.
YiChee™
Decisions are often made, whether is it big or small ones. I learnt that decisions that are made at the very moment are mostly right, because we won't want to choose something wrong and ruin ourselves, right ?
Recently, I think I need to further push myself from not spending too much. I really need to save up, SAVE UP ! Heh, a lot of dreams to be fulfilled in my life. Some might sound impossible. But as long as I am alive one day here, I will try to make my dream come true.
Labels: Adaptation
--xoxo,
yichee
Me.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010 @ 6:23 PM
It is my third day at work. But to be honest, it felt different this time. I felt that I was having a more bigger responsibility. One of my mentor in this company has left and I am sitting on his seat and it felt really different. And he left behind his IPOD classic behind and I got it from him. He fulfil my dream of getting a IPOD. I am grateful to him. But I just hope that my two month here will make my learn more. Throwing myself out into the industry, I had a lot of worries and uncertainties that is going through my mind. But I am a person who thinks a lot, besides if you don't make your first move and start doing who knows what will happen ?
With no doubt I can say I love singing a lot. Whenever I have the chance to listen to songs that I like, I will pay extra attention to it, hoping one day I will have the chance to perform to my friends and family. And I am glad inside because each time I know that I improve, I will push myself to the next stage but I also didn't want to overdo it as well. No matter what it is, I know I won't give up so easily on where my passion burns on as well.
Acting. I didn't realise I would have such interest for acting as well. But it was fun acting in my own final project. After seeing the outcome, I feel that I had no regrets or maybe I just regrets that the time was to do this project wasn't long enough.
Hmm, one thing to mention but not to hurt anyone. I don't like when people mention about my grey hair. I know I have to live with it and I somehow don't have a choice at all. I tried to change whatever that I think could lead to my grey hairs. One thing that calms me down a bit is ,yes it does help afterall. I mean I may sound vain here but think of it this way if someone keep reminding you of your imperfection when you know clearly better than anyone. Arh fuck it lah. Sorry if i offended anyone but I just need a place to throw it out.
Alright, enough whining. I am going home now ! :D Bye peeps !
YiChee™
--xoxo,
yichee
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