Lost but founf

Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 4:26 PM

~ Lost But Found~

I am back, dudes..
haha..i felt that i had found back a part of me that was lost.
Judo. = "The Gentle Way" .
Yup. I went back for training.
Although it is two days, but i found back the lost part of me.
My fighting spirit. Maybe not all people understands this.
But people who practice martial arts might know what i am talking.
Everyday, i felt so tired and sleepy everyday. Woke up with a dead mind.
I was worried that i can't cope with the training, But who cares!!?
As usual i will tell myself: " It is time to rock and roll" haha~
Yah, i found something that was precious to me.. Hah~

And also the perseverance and hardwork.
I was in so much pain when physical training.
But i told myself never give up, if not i am not going to forgive myself easily.
Juniors are also very nice though, respecting me ,in spite of abandoning them for 2 years.
Hah~ " I show guys my moves too! So we are fair guys...haha.."
Yup, wonder what happen in the past, make me so unhappy and have a lousy mind and thinking..
HaH~NO matter what..
I feel better now..haha..

But as i said when there are good things happening around, bad things will come too.
hah~ I went to talk to my brother. Trying to talk to him to quit smoking.
But he was not happy about my actions and trying to stir up a argument.
WHatever it is, i was definitely over my limits and i scolded him.
He felt so pissed of like no one cares about him. But the truth is we care and we are worried too.
It is because one wrong step for him now can cause his future to be destroyed.
But he won't ever understand this. He thinks that his gang of friends are his best mates.
But he forgot no matter what happen, it is family members who are going through with them.
I fail as a brother and i just want to try to amend things. But he is shutting his door.
So how could i even reach to him?
hah~ i guess i just have to keep trying and trying..

Also GPAs are out...
I was wondering should i be happy or not.
It is because i improved but not good enough.
So i just have to work harder for next semester!! KamBatei !!!
Also changing of class is the most terrifying thing as you won't know who are your classmates again.
haha wat eva man! Changes are inevitable, so yes, face it =)
So bye peeps..
Gotta go now... =)

I am back

Tuesday, March 4, 2008 @ 4:30 PM

What's up everyone! HOw are your holidays man?
Haha, all of a sudden i feel like posting.
i am now walking down my memory lane to see what i can write.

On the last five day of February, i went for a chalet organize by my secondary two classmates.
I had fun definitely. We stood up late to play games and talked among ourselves.
Also not forgetting to see my secondary schools brothers getting drunk after drinking too much Vodka.
They are "Alvin & Leon" , We were all busying stopping them cause they were not aware of what they are doing actually.
haha. Well the next day i ask them they remember anything, they replied that they can't remember.
Damn funny... And i kept teasing them.

Day two

We headed to rent bike and cycle around. I missed the times when i can cycle.
THose breeze going against your face and your problems are far behind your head.
Then they went to play kite and Alvin became crazy again. haha. Thumbs up for you bro =)
As for me, i did not join them. i went to sit on the stone or should i call it...I don't know how to describe either.
Just stare at the sky as it goes to sunset slowly and sea breeze was so nice =))
So people who love the sea and love to enjoy the breeze should know who to contact... haha..

Well, i get my mind clear and stress gone when watching the sea.
Also got reminisced in the small past that i used to have.
Maybe that is the time when i know how to smile even when i am sleeping.
MAybe i am too emotional, but at least i know how to control and didn't reveal too much.
Only me and myself know what's going on in me.
I am clear that i am not sad, but it is just that when you look back those memories really matters.
Whether is it some relationship thingy or secondary school class memories, i have to say " i remembered VIVIDLY"
Only i came to realize there are always always friends who are there for me =) Deeply appreciate

They are ALVIN ONG JUN JIE , JACKSON LIM ZHAO XIONG, EILEEN LIM YU NING.
THanks them with lots of brother-hood-ness...haha..

Day three

I was needed to attend a compulsory meeting so as to get in to the camp this year for the year one.
So i packed up my stuff and leave in the morning. Thanks Alvin for sending me. haha, i nooob lah..can?
So got a LONG LONG bus journey. Then i reach home.
When i reached home, i went to find a good shirt and prepare to go for the meeting.
I was ten minute late. But guess what being a FIlm and media studies student, it is a tradition to be late.
So i was like "oh shit" i was late then "oh yes, You are late too =) "
haha, Enjoyed the meeting and did some catch up with some of my poly-mates.
Also to mention, this is the first time i touch a girls PAD.
It is because i was asked to give a last minute commercial about that thing and i was so shy. =_="
haha, but we had fun anyway, =)
Now is to wait for result. So i headed home and change clothes and went to work at my mom place.
I was so tired because the previous night ii slept for two hours.
So i was like dazing when i reach at my mom stall. haha! can't blame me either.

So Friday i woke up and went to gym. haha Shake off my fats.. ^_^
I went to run for five did some weight. Then met up with my basketball brothers and "chiong" with them.
Play as a team, win as a team. =) B Clan rocks =)
So yes, recently i fell in love with Narouto. I wonder if i spell correctly. haha. Sry for all the fans for this show yah =)
I did not mean to spell wrongly.
So i am going off now.haha. Need to do other planning for my coming month.
I find that i a getting abit slack. Not going to let myself do so.
haha...Camps coming up. OMG !So excited =)
So take care peeps and Gd night..

TO 2E3 04's : i love you guys, we rock as a class man =) Hope every year we can meet up like this =)

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