™†Yichee†™
Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 12:25 PM
Chapter: THE END
"If there is a start there will be an end, if there is up there will be down. This is a endless cycle.
But who can look through this cycle and understand the meaning behind it? Sometimes to start
afresh is a option for people to forget their past, some just choose to keep things in their hearts.
Some are meant to be, some are just not. I once thought i found the right person but then i realize
i was wrong. Tears shed, mood bad, life becomes blend. I was sad for a while about why all these
happen but i have no reasons to explain. I know she was sad before but not anymore. I am glad
for her that she did it. I hope she leads a happier life than before. Regrets and hatred should not
exist after a relationship. I personally think of that because it is pointless to feel that way. After all
everyone of us needs most is care and concern. To end with, i know that i have the happiest august
2008 last year with no regrets left behind."
School have been busy even though it is a holiday for me. But Yeah, gotta pack up all my emotions
and get prepared for a busier holiday. For people working in school with me, lets work hard and
strive for our future! We are going to be year threes soon so we should behave like one. Yeah gotta go
off to do some planning now. Bye Peeps ! Work Hard !
™†Yichee†™
But who can look through this cycle and understand the meaning behind it? Sometimes to start
afresh is a option for people to forget their past, some just choose to keep things in their hearts.
Some are meant to be, some are just not. I once thought i found the right person but then i realize
i was wrong. Tears shed, mood bad, life becomes blend. I was sad for a while about why all these
happen but i have no reasons to explain. I know she was sad before but not anymore. I am glad
for her that she did it. I hope she leads a happier life than before. Regrets and hatred should not
exist after a relationship. I personally think of that because it is pointless to feel that way. After all
everyone of us needs most is care and concern. To end with, i know that i have the happiest august
2008 last year with no regrets left behind."
School have been busy even though it is a holiday for me. But Yeah, gotta pack up all my emotions
and get prepared for a busier holiday. For people working in school with me, lets work hard and
strive for our future! We are going to be year threes soon so we should behave like one. Yeah gotta go
off to do some planning now. Bye Peeps ! Work Hard !
™†Yichee†™
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
It is coming to an end soon..or maybe not..
Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 12:00 AM
Hi to all, I am back for a post. Being busy for a long time and i love it somehow. I know it sound abit crazy but still
i am trying not to rest too long as my attachment will be starting soon. A adequate amount of rest is of course needed.
Lets see...project that are left over now are graduation video, Drama production editing. Yeah man, this two. After this will be a short rest and self-upgrade program will starts. I really afraid for my attachment to start but I want to learn a lot from the production house. Maybe i should set my mindset properly before i go for my attachment. A few days ago, my friends ask me, if i am not a editor next time, what will i be? For a moment, i can't answer this question because i have no planning. I should thank this friend who remind me of always have a backup plan. I can't disclose her/his name because i have not gotten from her/his consent. But still i want to thank her for suddenly asking me that question. This question shall be unanswer because i really don't have a answer. But i believe one day i will find my answer. For now i am working hard for my passion and i feel happy after every project to see the work that i have never achieve before. Sometime i will ask for comments. And i strongly don't agree of my friends siding me. If it is not good enough just say so, so i will know where is the need for the room of improvement. Talking about this, i also want to thank another of my friend who help me in Y-scoop project. I thank him for his honest comment and i realise that there is alot of things i need to improve on. I also cannot diclose his name as i think he/she might not like it. But still i want to thank this friend.
Life in my family has not been really great. I am really troubled when they had a tiff. I am so tired when i am back from school and all i hear is them quralleling over unless stuffs. Then my brother almost get himself expell because he follow his friends to smoke in school. Sigh~ I mean looking at the amount of trouble he is in now, if i were him i will just go back to class rather than following his friends to go and smoke. Thank god i wrote a letter to OM and he can be back to school in no time. All i hope is peace in family, really, thats all i wish for.
I guess sometimes something are hard to get over with. But i am sure that the desicion that i made earlier is for her own benefits. i just don't want to hide the truth and make her even more hurt after that. I know it hurts but at least i tried to save the best that i can. Saying things like staying alone for 10, 20 years won't really help. All i wish for is you can find someone who really suits you. Sometime it just hurt the other party more when he sees that the girl is saying words or stuffs that are weird. I knnow it is my fault after all this but at least i tried to make things like were before.
Life is just so unpredictable and i hope everyone live to the fullest. Good night peeps.
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<李圣杰-----手放开>
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开城门对著夜幕发呆
看著往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听著别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏
认真真看情感慨
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪留下来
伤已悄在
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔著一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台
有人走有人来
我的心是一个车牌写著等待
我把收音机打开听著别人的失败
哽咽的声音彷佛诉说著相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害
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--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
