When love begins to grow unknowingly...

Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 11:59 PM

A date that leaves a mark in my life...
30/08/08 =)

WAR WITH COMPUTER ANIMATION !!

Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 3:20 PM

"Hello people, i am blogging at FMs block level 52!! Oh my god..My war with computer animation hasn't finish.
It drags from last week till NOW!! I am going to win no matter how!!!?? My robot height 50cm, Width 30cm,
special weapon: SPEARING PAIN...HAHA, MY WEAPON OF DESTRUCTION, i call it G.O.D. !!
It means GADGETS.OF.DESTRUCTION...Wheeee! The war is coming to an end soon.
What leftovers will be the memories in Computer animation room... I really pray for a triumph over CG !"

Ok, back to real world...As you can read that is the animation world in my head. haha maybe i am too much into this.
OMG man..haha.But still today is the last day before deadline. So yah, i am all out for this. Also, to Ming bro that don't feel
guilty, cause you got a special reason so i don't blame you. But if i ever nag that is because i am too tired or sick of CG.

Next up is camera and lighting. Hmm, another big BOMB waiting for me. ARH ! Shooting on this sunday. Hope that everything is fine =) * Miracle please happen in my life.. I need you guys now.." Whoo ok drop this subject.. Moving on..

I am looking forward to saturday night and watch dark Knight =) =) =)
ok peeps i shall leave now and take a rest.. =) Jia you for everyone =) -)









Yichee : " I will confess soon...once i am done with studies...i will say how i feel..."

Labels: I want to be brave for once...

Disappointed

Wednesday, August 6, 2008 @ 12:43 AM

I am back for a post. Soon i will complete my 2 assignments and i am ready for the holiday.
Computer animation and Camera and lighting project 3. This 2 major but i feel i am so unprepared.
Nevermind =.= Tomorrow morning i will go school and do my work. Yeah man.
I am meeting my Ming Bro tmr. As for camera and lighting, yeah i will be shooting one day before the deadline.
I am so worried. But still i pray for everything will be smooth and cool for our shooting crew >.< *cross finger*

Now something more deep in my heart. This shit feeling happens every year. Every year it must happen at least twice.
What the hell is wrong with my life? Or is it because it is all fated? As i am typing this i really really feel like
dropping a few tears to make myself feel better. For every time i admit i am such a coward. I can like someone
but my brain, my body, my mouth they just won't dare to say anything. I say i am feeling shitty is because i am tired
of all this. I am really tired. Sometime i think she is the right one but actually it is not what i think.
I like to voice out this part which is, "it hurts to be thinking you are in love but when you are actually not."
Yeah it does. When i don't know what is affecting me until i figure out now. When will be the day i will speak up?
Sigh, maybe never, For the current situation everything is still a question mark.
My only question is can she feel the way i do? Maybe i am too introvert maybe this maybe that..All crap...
I am just finding a reason to cover console myself or should i thank my past for making me like this?
Fear in everything...WHY MAN? There is someone out there for her, i think she no longer needs me to care.

I am so tired now. I need to rest. There is so many things out there waiting i can't afford to fall.
For now i just want a good rest. One thing for sure she is stuck in my mind. Gd night to everyone.
Sorry if my post affected you guys. I am just writing my thoughts.
If only i was brave enough to confess...

Labels: Why every time??

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