I am just going to..

Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 11:21 PM

of a balance between this two. Yup! Hmm going off to do work now~
haha Bye peeps Take care =)
Chaos ~

If fate let us meet each other, there must be a reason..
If to part was for the better, i know that there is someone more suitable than me..
Lets promise for eternity..To stay happy as long as possible..Thats My Wish~
™wH!tE™

Hmm..

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 2:01 AM

I am back for a post. Arh! Hetic day. Lack of sleep. What the hell man.
aiya...haha..Tmr audio due. Sigh. Haven finish ~ =_= "
Alright going off now~ Jia You everyone !
Chaos~

Heavy~Work~Load !

Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 9:57 AM

Alright, i am back for a post. Today is Thursday. The sky is so grey and it seems like it is
going to rain anytime. It also gives me a kind of chill and cold feeling which in return makes me
want to fall asleep. Hmm i believe that happens to everyone also. Haha, actually today Keenan, Hafiz, Aloysious
and myself are suppose to go for a swim in the school. But it seems like everyone is going to get some sleep due
to the cool weather. Well, i suppose we sleep when ever we can because the projects that are coming up it gonna
take our sleep away.

Talking about the assignments, i believe all my classmates feels the pressure but we need to cope with it.
Also, attachment stuffs has been bothering me too. Hmm, need to get it done asap. Hmm, I&E also. Sigh.
This is the busiest of my poly life so far.

Also the course manager actually spoke to us after the session of IBP and IAP. Then he ask us why our cohord
nv score more than 3.5 for all the top scorer. At that moment, everyone know why. We have set a target for ourselves
which is to AIM for GPA 4. We are through one and a half years of school semester and it is time we
buck up. So this semester i will call it the changing point. Yeah man. Change everything for the better !
I believe we can do it !

Alright i think i shall go do my work now. Chaos everyone~

™wH!tE™

Wat a friday !!

Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 3:00 PM

Toady is e-learning day. I am in school because i can work better in school i guess?
More productive? haha but now i am bored to the max. Waiting for a room in library
because in the booking system they seems like all book ! But i still want to try to "ninja" a room.
haha, if you know what i mean lah. haha yeah man.

Yesterday, i went to celebrate Alvin's birthday then ate Botak Jones. First time there and i think
the food is really great but not as big as some of my friends have describe. But it was still nice though.
Then i got home around like 11 plus. Then did some research on my IAP stuffs. Hope that the company that i have chosen will prove to be goood because i will promise to work hard. Yeah ! Calling the company later, for the mean while waiting for Keenan Bro to arrive.

Looking forward to tomorrow man! It is gonna be exciting. hmm (^_^) haha !
Shall update tomorrow. Wheee~


" Live life to the fullest and shine as an individual !"
I believe every one is born to shine. In order to make other believe, i must first SHOW.



"The happy past shall become memories that lives in our genes and sadness will follow the ashes and dusts back to the ground."


Alright thats all for now. Need to go now. Chao~
™<-|-Wh!✠e-|->™

Not sleeping~

Tuesday, November 4, 2008 @ 4:57 AM

Alrght the time now is 4:58! And i am mugging. Whooha~
Thanks man AUDIO TEST ?(=.=)" Wonder why i never sleep still so hyper eh?
haha..Alright i need to go back to study lo. hmm~shall update real soon =)
Gd Luck, everyone =)

Chao~ ™<-|-Wh!✠e-|->™

Where am i now?

Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 2:35 AM

Now i am looking at the mac clock at the top right hand corner of my mac. It is 1:46AM.
I haven post for a long time already. Yah man, I have been mentally stress because i know what is
coming right in my face. Yeah man, i am also confused to choose about my where i should go in the future.
Should i go OIAP and intern in Taiwan or should i just have inter-ship in S'pore. I am really confused.
But even if i want a OIAP, can i even get contacts to ask? All these are question that i can't even answer myself.
But still i hope everything can work its way out if not i will work my ass off for it. That day i was in the preview
theatre, and i saw the prize giving ceremony. I definitely sank to the bottom but i still wish all those who got a cert =)
But somtime i think i work double hard for my GPA. But confirm somethings will screw up. I am just disappointed but
with what actually? Is it that i am really not good enough to be here? Or i should continue work hard? Who can see how hard we work? maybe a few close friends? But i know clearly myself i had. Maybe my good is not good enough.

Then i just finish my film hostory presentation. For one thing i am always weak at presentation but at least i try to speak up and bring my point across. For my point is when the person is presenting, the basic respect is needed. But still some fell asleep. I am just like are we lacking of some respect here? Anyway one line that my course manager said was true, "Nothing in the world is fair." I am starting to believe this line more and more.

I am so tired. Tired of everything. Why things is so hard for us? I just don't understand. I was there before and i did
all i can. But when things are gone they are really gone. Nothing much i can do about it. It is not something i anticipate in my way. I definitely hate myself. How did these happen? but still it is useless. The more we talk about it, the more complicated it can get. Just tired from all these. I did sang to you to express how i feel. But if i were to sing the same song to you, will it feel the same again? The answer should be obvious. Sometime moving on is hard, but if you are having difficulties does that mean i don't have at all? For these sudden change, even i need time to cool down. Well, i can be smiling in front of my friends but when i see that there is still some sadness that lingers on her, it triggers my mind and feeling to think back again. To walk down the memory lane, it seems sad for me. But in order to be fair and true to you, i have to say the truth. Whether can you accept it or move on, i can only help as a friend. It is really time we stop this and move on.

I should go and rest now.

"A smile is so easy to forge but what lies behind the fakeness is sadness."
聽著這首歌，我不停想起過去
該放手的愛，我不想再去強求
我只想說 要你快樂的走 不要讓寂莫找上了
好讓我的不安 像裝上翅膀飛向天空
就讓時間平府 望比此的下一個幸福 更快樂。

晚安...

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