feeling better..

Saturday, September 29, 2007 @ 12:22 AM

erm..kinda of saddistic nw days..
yahx..yahx..i need to change abit..
can not always like tat arhx..
hmm..If nt i will have illness soon...
yahx..Life is doinf great..i shall not say life is fine..
Becox i have great things and ppl around me..
Went for gym and basketball...
And then during basketball...
haha..my luck was as good as compared to the past...
First i twisted my ankle..
then i haha..i act cool abit..
Give my opponent the Very fierce face..
cause they are nt my frenz..and my ankle very the PAIN ORhx..
haha..then i took a rest..
tats nt the end..i then went in to play again...
this time is i play wif my frenx..
haha..then one of my oppenent slam my thumb with the ball..
then start to bleed abit..
Aisey..NO pain lahx.. (haha..Jokin only lahx..)
then i see blood but i never faint..haha..
then i continued thr match although the injury was huanting me badly..
okie..haha..tats for basketball..

talking abt gym..
B4 tat i went to coffe shop with my 3 frenx..
i help my frenx to order noodle..
But then he come and order again.. (i Think he is mad..)
haha..okie..in the end 2 bowl came..
Dun know wat to do..
one of my frenz paid for the noodle and ate the ingredient cause thy noodles was Yucky!!
(Actually is my frenx too picky lahx..haha)
then we went to gym orhx..
we lied to the gym aunty..
i said: 4 students!!!
haha..We gt thru man!! wat a surprise..
then went to gym for some serious session..
Getting pump up..haha..
not like those freak who muscle are bigger than their heads lahx..
Have the cutting can already..

Then at nitex..headed for dinner..
Hmm..then headed for my sweet home..

also this is for ADEELA..

"hey..thks for ur words..I will remember them by hard..Though we are nt in same class..
But we can sill have lunch as a whole class..CHEERS!!haha..

Nitex Peeps..
i wish all of u sweet dream and sleep tight..

feeling better..

@ 12:04 AM

THe end..

Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 4:25 PM

erm..nw my laptop shows 11.36pm..
In around 24 minutes..my birthday will be gone..
erm..today still okie..
i went out with my bros..
They forgot my birthday..
but nv lahx..
i not so big shot wants everyone to remember my birthday..
but all i wish for is her wishes..
It seems tat my wishes are nt reaching anywhere..
maybe it is fated le..
it is my birthday..
i will try not to feel so emo..
birthday mahx..must be happy abit..
but hw?
i think i forgot how to be happy liao..
yup..

Time for a song..
hmm..feel like writing a chinese one today..

here it goes..
＜祝我生日快樂＞

過了一年又到這一 天 想起那種甜蜜的愛媚
我不可能忘記 我已經放气
讓你在我身旁 躺一躺
不管明天怎樣 希望時間為我而停下
今年的生日 你已經不在
我期盼的美麗 已經隨著泡沒
忽然破了 我想和你過的每一天
都在你傷我那一順間 變成了一個不可能的明天

今天去年我是否真的愛過你
說好我不在想 知道我不該想
我只能靜靜的說一聲
祝我生日快樂
昨天今年的我還想著你會祝福我
我的期望還沒讓我到達彩虹天堂
卻讓我看到世界沒日
我還要學會試應
每年沒你的生日
Ｏh~"happy birthday to me..happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me~" 祝我生日快樂 “

okie..the end..
erm..quite like this piece man..
okie..i am 17 nw..Nitex peeps..
Rock on ppl..
I am Emo..tats a fact..

Birthday..

Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 4:30 PM

today is my birthday..
erm..
it is the day when i am born..
lame shit lahx..
okie..
haix~thks for all the ppl who remember my birthday..
for those who does nt..
thks anyway..
erm..nw is 1:02 in the morning..
Hope tat my birthday can be a happy one..
if nt then jus forget it lohx..
haix~17 years le...
jus hope tat my life can get better...
Jus got hurt in 2006 and 2007..
Hope tat towards the end of 2007..
Things will work out for me..
Nw in need of money..
trying to make a change over in apperance..
17 years old le..
And also i want to pick up one course tat i feared most..
Vocal Course in Lee wei song school..
so i can improved my vocal..and also go against my fear...
it is my birtday..and i am feeling weird..
I dun know why..
But jus abit sad..
Hmm..maybe the person tat i look forward most to wish me didnt do it..
well..i hope tat she is doing well too..

THIS PART IS DELICATED TO MING...

hey bro..when we say we will be there for each other..
i believe we did..
and no matter what

" Bros For now..
Means Bros forever already"

U got problem i help u settle..
i got girls..we see together..( hahas)

then a bro like u i will nv forget..
Cause i believe we cherish this "BROTHERship"
Instead of friendship..
I know 20 0f sep is ur birthday..
so i prank call u to wish u..
adn all i wish is u happy lahx..
Subway has been a favourite in my food list ever since i meet u..
Not to forget Soon quey too...
Hope u take care and see u when sch reopens..
-Yi ming & er Chi-

i believe by tmr i will come out with a new song..
to show hw i feel towards this 17 Bd..
and my new class..
(Cross finger) i hope tat we can bond really well..
tats all peeps..
Nitex..

Birthday..

@ 12:58 AM

Wake me up when september ends...

Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 3:58 PM

Yo guys...Long time no update le..
hmm..seems like i had gotten over the things tat i shld..
Yup..so what have i been doing?
erm..Working..Exercising..And outing with my frens..
haha..Kinda of boring ritex..
But we always look forward to holidays..
When it arrived then we would be too bored..becoz we dun know hw to spend it..
Unless we are a very good planner..
So..I livw my life like this..
erm..also..kinda of missed judo..
I'm starting to train in other clubs and to see the world..
What kind of fighters are there in the world..
Hmm..Okie..My guitar..
Oh..tats ritex!!!!!
I have alot to catch up..
Argh.. (T.T)
Shit i forgot abt it..haix~

Msg section:

Vimal: Hey thks for the compliment..Erm...I jus wanna say tat the one written was not a good one..I only want to vent out wat is in my mind..So Nothing to be great abt..but still thks anyway..

Xiong: Hey..Nw working lahx..Like u everyday so free..Slack at hm..haha..Jus Joking..Will tell u when i am free can?sry arhx..Bro..Hope u take care too..

Tanya: U may or maynot see this...But i atill wanna say.. "All the best for exams..."

yahx..erm..i am so tired already..need to catch more sleep..
Bye peeps..and ppl who reads my blog..take care..
* September is a great month to be remembered...*

THe 60th Post...

Monday, September 3, 2007 @ 5:30 PM

Erm..Still it is a long time i nv update le...
Haix~ Everything i update...
80% would be unfavourable things that had happened de..
29 of september...
It was a significant date as it was her birthday day...
I spend 3 long nitex..
Came back after work everyday...
ANd Design a card for her...
though losing my own voice...
But i hope tat she would be surprise...
And i also went to bought some chocolate for her...
hope that her stress can be sweeten by the chocolates...
But when on her actual day of her birthday...
I tried ways to give her the present...
all i get was "see first..see first and see first..."
Haix~ haix~ haix~
Till nw 03 september... i am still holding her presents...
i dun know whether to give her or not...
it is just an feeling in me that cant be describe...
i feel like totally giving up already...
I just feel like i am so useless already...
I am just too tired of all these already...
Everytime i take a breathe...
It was as if something heavy was against it...

true enough....the past was already really hurting...
I dun wish my present to be as hurtful too...
so maybe i dont wish to start anything...
I feared and i am tired of all these...erm..
shall i call it SHIT? or NONSENSE??
Well what ever it is...
i really want to say tat she didnt even spare a thought for me...
How i feel or how had i think for her...Well what ever man...
She dont even appericate it... Haix~ ( =_=)

Talking abt teacher's day...
i am happy tat i can see all my frenx..maybe not all...
But also i rremembered all the hurtful past...
I control myself not to show too much...
like tat it would not be fair to frenx around me...
So i kept it inside me...

hmm...i have been thinking actually...
what the hack do i actually want...
I found the answer partically...


i feel like composing a song nw...


Every moments of each day...
There would be times you hang around my mind
Every day towards your birthday...
There would be times i'm awake...
Late at night... in my eyes...
The present was far from done..
I feel like sleeping..
But i know i cant..

I would always like to hear it ring
beCause whenever your message rings
and i feel like king...
but I always Hope that you could care for me..
And all my hopes were not for long...
because my hopes were bubbles...
it burst in a blink...
Sadness and dissapoint are in the air..
It takes up my oxygen..
and i just cant breathe..

[RAP]
When i am crying inside..
Do you really can hear me?
I guess you are not becox you don't care..
When i needed someone here
were you there?
I guess you are not because you don't care..
For now i am just tired of all these shit...
Doing all for you i felt so just stupid..
becox in the mind of yours i don't even have a seat..
maybe i am long dumped by you in a rubbish bin...
I am writing all these becox i feel like this...
I'm sorry if i hurt your feeling...
And i don't mean it...
Becox this is exactly how i felt..
you have to believe me..
if you are reading all these...
Oh~baby...i'm Really sry..

-The End-

I am just letting out how i felt..
but if i hurt her...then sry...
i dont know what have you been thinking...
But if i am wrong pls tell me...
And i hope that you are not angry with me upon reading this...
a piece of my mine to you is the best i can do...
Night PeePs..zzzzzzzzzz..

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