A small piece of me..
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 4:29 AM
Just Maybe some people wonder why i am behaving strangely now days..Well..
hmm,i am sitting right in a corner now..Feeling abit compressed,but not by the insufficent of space but i guess is the amount of problems which bothers me now..I had promised not to let anyone see me cry again and i promised i will do it; no matter how hard it is..Well,i believe that it's normal for people to hardly get out of the first sweetest memories that we can ever get..But we some how have to,.What to do when you can't provided the person u like with happiness??I guess to stop each others pain,the best way is to let go..It did not promise to give you no pain..It just say that it would be less painful..Hmm,i am glad for her that she had really found someone tat really suit her,but it's jus a sense of Mixed feeling..happy for her,but i feel pathatic..Have to give up someone that really meant alot to me..Well,of course by writing this i dun expect her to come back to me..I know that tat is impossible and when ever this idea comes into my mind,i will use a baseball bat and WACK it..making sure it is far enough from reaching my brain..
Love is selfish..indeed..I am over possesive in the past in which i didnt mean to and now i am keeping everything to myself..But i am doing this to make up to her..Even a Simplest I'm Sorry is too late in this suitation..Just had to wish her all the best and enjoy her time with someone she likes..She misunderstood that i had fallen for others girls,but its okie..Let this mistake goes on and cover up for me..
"If one day miracle would happen and gives me one more chance , i wont treat her as the way in the past.. I promise.."
P****** a name to be remembered deep in my heart..
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--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
