~bad dAy~
Saturday, July 21, 2007 @ 12:23 AM
first and foremost..i am just shut off today..
Jus dun wanna talk much and felt abit EMO..
Did shooting today at tingx hse..
Her hse so nice sia..
hmm, mytbe she is a girl so she keeps the room clean..
Okie..i also felt like a loser and useless today..
i was the boom mike operator..
But i cant even make sure tat the mike was working..
Whereas everyone was doing their job well..
i felt like useless when others r so busy and then they need to come and help me..
and they r already frustrated yet u still go and bother ppl..
so i guess ppl who can imagine or was once in my shoe..
can understand hw i feel or maybe not..Well..{=.=}"'
And at least i have the perserverance to fixed the problem..
at first i thought i fixwd it..
then it went against me again..
Then in the end i fixed it..
wat a relief..
Basically..
it is jus keep everything in my heart..
and keep my silent for the whole day..
Nw it something concern to ppl who knows wat is happening..
"I am confused..
i got lost..
the direction you gave me was the cause..
guide me in wrong thoughts and left a door..
thought that u was there and i was the last of all..
but truth lies at the other side of the opened door..
i am not the one i am not..
i feel tat it actually hurt alot..
And i stood at the door with a lock..
because the problems between us may has been unlocked..
hope tat the person u mention was not me..
And wish tat i can be happy as your frenx for the last of all.."
i wrote this because i was confused...
i am really lost..
i guess i am stupid..
I am jus making a guess tat this is true..
But it is the facts tat are appointing me to do so..
haix~ {=_=}'"
okie gonna work on my soc psy and tmr still got shooting..
Work hard ppl..PERSERVANCE..
cant smilex today..sry.. {=_=}***< pardon me..>
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
