Lost but founf
Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 4:26 PM
~ Lost But Found~
I am back, dudes..
haha..i felt that i had found back a part of me that was lost.
Judo. = "The Gentle Way" .
Yup. I went back for training.
Although it is two days, but i found back the lost part of me.
My fighting spirit. Maybe not all people understands this.
But people who practice martial arts might know what i am talking.
Everyday, i felt so tired and sleepy everyday. Woke up with a dead mind.
I was worried that i can't cope with the training, But who cares!!?
As usual i will tell myself: " It is time to rock and roll" haha~
Yah, i found something that was precious to me.. Hah~
And also the perseverance and hardwork.
I was in so much pain when physical training.
But i told myself never give up, if not i am not going to forgive myself easily.
Juniors are also very nice though, respecting me ,in spite of abandoning them for 2 years.
Hah~ " I show guys my moves too! So we are fair guys...haha.."
Yup, wonder what happen in the past, make me so unhappy and have a lousy mind and thinking..
HaH~NO matter what..
I feel better now..haha..
But as i said when there are good things happening around, bad things will come too.
hah~ I went to talk to my brother. Trying to talk to him to quit smoking.
But he was not happy about my actions and trying to stir up a argument.
WHatever it is, i was definitely over my limits and i scolded him.
He felt so pissed of like no one cares about him. But the truth is we care and we are worried too.
It is because one wrong step for him now can cause his future to be destroyed.
But he won't ever understand this. He thinks that his gang of friends are his best mates.
But he forgot no matter what happen, it is family members who are going through with them.
I fail as a brother and i just want to try to amend things. But he is shutting his door.
So how could i even reach to him?
hah~ i guess i just have to keep trying and trying..
Also GPAs are out...
I was wondering should i be happy or not.
It is because i improved but not good enough.
So i just have to work harder for next semester!! KamBatei !!!
Also changing of class is the most terrifying thing as you won't know who are your classmates again.
haha wat eva man! Changes are inevitable, so yes, face it =)
So bye peeps..
Gotta go now... =)
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
