Friday
Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 2:52 PM
Yesterday i work for 4 hours. And I was feeling like i am going to faint any time. But still i hang on.
To my surprise, there are alot of customer yesterday.
Yah, and i was struggling and didn't let my mom know about my illness. Then i rush home after that.
That was the worse i ever felt.
Today is Friday. I am lying on my bed and i am still down with flu.
The worse is i have a sudden headache now. I gotta stay strong.
I just don't understand my dad. At a age of 56 now, yet he is still thinking about gambling.
This morning when i was sleeping, he woke me up.
Then he ask me for my ATM card and say he wanted to withdraw $300 dollars.
My head was so pain that i didn't even want to ask why.
Later in the noon, my mom came back and shouted at me.
She ask me where did my $1000 gone too? I was very stunt.
I know that it was my dad. She then knew it too.
The difference between 300 and 1000 is really huge.
I save and scrimp every dollars or event cents i have.
I was preparing to buy a keyboard and maybe get a piano teacher.
I made a promise and i must make it in time, in 1 years time, for her.
But now, i must wait for a longer time.
I am feeling disappointed now.
In my relationship, i am still confused and i think one day i will know what status do i want.
Maybe i am not use to more than one more perosn or maybe i am too much of a perfectionist.
I don't know either. Thats why for this time i must be sure before i really go back.
But i am thinking how long do i need? I hope it is not too late when i have my answer.
alright peeps, i shall go rest now. Take care guys !
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
