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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 8:44 PM
Today is 14 of Oct 2009. My mood is not getting any better. One matter after another. I began to question myself, am i a good brother? Am i fit to his brother? Since young, i know that i did not treat my younger brother good enough. Maybe i was young, I did not know the importance of family relationships. But i did try my best to give what i can to my younger brother as we grow older. Once again, my heart is having that torturous feeling. It is really unbearable.
when i know he is going back to what he used to be. I am feeling all worried. Just what can i do to help him? I am helpless. It is like i am crying from inside when he just can't hear it, just shouting out to him, 'please don't turn back, I will be here..' I just keep praying for him, hope that he will know that there is still people caring for him.
As for her, I shall name her as Lady S.
For all the words that i want to tell her, for the songs that i want to sing to her.
I am not sure when is the right time. Or maybe it is not gonna happen at all.
This feeling suck as usual too. Just what else can i do for you..
YiChee™
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
