Helpless
Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 1:15 AM
My brother came up with a brilliant idea of having a tatoo. Great, now how am I going to reply him. Firstly he still have 2 years in secondary and he told me that he is gonna paste a plaster
over his hand to bluff his teacher for that period. Secondly, he knows that it is against the rules why does he still want to cross over the line and push himself in a dangerous position? Thirdly, once the ink is dry it will become part of him. Have he ever thought about the consequences of having it? In terms of socially and stuff. Lastly I really want to ask him, did he ever spare a thought about Mom. Does he ever learn? Haven't we gave him enough freedom? Does he ever feel contended about his life? Just what else can i do for him?
Moving on...Lady S has someone I trust to watch over her. I am truly bless about it. Though I think she might not even notice my presence. But when school starts, I hope that she remembers me..A person who is willing to share her joy and sadness with her when ever she feels lonely. Yah man..What else more can is say..
Alright tmr will be the opening of sch. So i shall rest early. Mind and Body are equally tired.
YiChee™
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
For a change
Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 3:19 AM
I changed a new blogskin. I hope that it helps to brightens up my mood too :)
Hmm, i guess I need some rest now. Tomorrow will be a busy day ! :D
YiChee™
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
Down
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 8:44 PM
Today is 14 of Oct 2009. My mood is not getting any better. One matter after another. I began to question myself, am i a good brother? Am i fit to his brother? Since young, i know that i did not treat my younger brother good enough. Maybe i was young, I did not know the importance of family relationships. But i did try my best to give what i can to my younger brother as we grow older. Once again, my heart is having that torturous feeling. It is really unbearable.
when i know he is going back to what he used to be. I am feeling all worried. Just what can i do to help him? I am helpless. It is like i am crying from inside when he just can't hear it, just shouting out to him, 'please don't turn back, I will be here..' I just keep praying for him, hope that he will know that there is still people caring for him.
As for her, I shall name her as Lady S.
For all the words that i want to tell her, for the songs that i want to sing to her.
I am not sure when is the right time. Or maybe it is not gonna happen at all.
This feeling suck as usual too. Just what else can i do for you..
YiChee™
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
19th Birthday
Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 11:56 PM
Chapter : 21 Of September
Hellos everyone :D How have you guys been doing? Well, i guess it has been great for you guys because we are in the midst of the holiday. Hah! I guess for people like me i should sleep more because we are always lack of sleep.
Alright, so 21 of september is my birthday. I went out with my B Clan's brothers and eat. Well, sometime i don't ask much but everyone got thoughts can liao :D I appreciate alot of what you guys did but if i look kinda of tired or gloom, ehh..I also dun know why actually. But deep inside i appreciate each and everyone of your time and efforts.
So once again, let me wish myself a Happy 19 Birthday YiChee~ And my three wishes are...haha alright made :D and cannot say. Secret~ Haha, alright lah, I should try to rest early tonight :D Hehe.
Gd Night Everyone :D
™YiChee ™
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
Days when shit hit right in my face
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 @ 11:55 PM
Mood: Feeling Down
Today is Wednesday, 2 of September 2009. The first thing I went out was to realise that i didn't get my concession for bus. Second thing, i went to BBDC for BTT. I went in the exam hall with high hopes but then i came out of the hall with disappointment written all over my face. Deep inside i told myself that never mind, shall try again. So i went to queue up and top-up the value in my account to re-book the date. Hah, so when i am going to use my NETS card, all the machines over there didn't really like my card. So i have the idea of my NETS card is spoilt for no reason. Yah Yah Blah Blah.. So i borrow my friends card to top-up and then book for the next coming test. Next destination is OCBC Bank. The time was 4.32pm when i reach OCBC bank. The security was at that door and he flip the "closed" sign over. I was feeling screwed up all inside already. lol. But thinking back, I didn't really know the reason why my card couldn't be accepted so I went to withdraw money. To my surprise, it actually work. At that point of time, my mood was drastic already. Then I was on my way to Orchard for dinner already. But the actual venue was at Marine Square lvl 2, Breeks. Hmm, so i was walking in Wisma Atrium. But something shocking just happen right in front of my eyes. My heart sank right at the moment when i saw her. After all, all I can blame is myself.
On a lighter note, today catching up with classmates was really great. We had great fun and talk about all stuffs. Oh yah, the food was great too. Haha. Keenan shared his vision with me and he inspired me. I feel that with this new wave that we are talking about will succeed if we work hard enough. But for now, we need to pen down all the concepts and ideas first. After all those good food it is time when we shake some fats off. haha. In other words, will be gyming tmr. Alright, shall stop here and go do my stuffs. Take care everyone :D
YiChee™
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
Yeah Yeah ~
Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 11:16 PM
Hi to all peeps ! :D How's life going for you?
Haha, finally attachment has ended and strange things is I feel weird because all of a sudden
I do not need to wake up early, I no need to stress about what to do everyday and I need not write
any reports anymore. But I just want to specially mention that how difficult is it to find a good working
environment and colleagues. I can say it firmly, I did. I can say my days in Moving Bits has been great although
shit happens occasionally. Haha, but we learn from mistakes, right? Yup ! I will go there after my army.
I just need a break now. Also, want to specially thanks a producer over there, he gave me alot chances and showed
the way, just like to say, " Thank You ! Jude ! You rock as a bro :D "
So after work and reports, I decided to lend a helping hands to my classmates. Studio shoots are so fun lah. It reminds me of the times when I am in year 2. Hmm, hanging out wit classmates or juniors are the best time to chill and unwind yourself. :D Sure we did have a good laugh after the studio shoot ! Tomorrow i am going to help my classmates to edit his
Studio shoot. I can understand that he is under alot of stress also, so i am just doing what i can for everyone.
Yesterday was my first time clubbing. Hmm, just to say the atmosphere there were great but when we are having fun please show respect to girls over there also. I said this because I saw some weird uncle touching some young girls.
Yah, But but the fun part is my friend and I dance form 12 to 3. Thats when let go of ourselves totally. haha~
" Dance to the beat yo! You spin my head right round, right round~" haha that song is stuck in my head. :D
So take care peeps Rest early and drink lots of water. :D x 100
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
Updates~
Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 11:42 PM
Chap : The End? Or maybe not?
Hi peeps, today is a Saturday so how did you spend it? Hmm, weekends are really short if you don't plan it well it will slip away so fast that you will complain. Hah, I finally put them into words though it is in my head a long time.
My life in Moving Bits is on a calm phase. Not really busy for now but yah.. I heard that projects are coming in my way so I have to enjoy as much as I can first. Hmm, though i don't really know how to pamper myself but when i have good food i wlll be happy. Haha, that is why i have a fat body i guess. Oh well, it is not a crime to be fat but we cannot afford to be lazy. Oh yah, back to work topic, lol hmm, this friday was so funny, i actually mix up the report deadline. I scared myself for nothing. Piang eh~ haha..But still it is done anyway now. Now i need not think about it now, (^_^)
Arh, this is the month where lots of thing happen last year. It is true, after all these, what is left are memories that will accompany us. haha sound like old hag~lol nvm lah end with a song..Oh yah before i forget..
ANG SHI KANG!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAN! lol ~ (^_^) v
"Sing with our hearts, anywhere can be a stage, anyone can be our audience."
YiChee
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
Lazniess
Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 9:54 PM
Chpt: Laziness
Hmm, i don't know why recently really like to sleep alot. It makes me wonder have i become more lazy?
Saturday has been great. I went out with B'Clan bros to Unity Secondary funfair. The atmosphere there was
really good accept for the hot weather that bothers everyone i guess. Yeah, I saw a teacher sang 1 of my favorite
song, 世界唯一的你. It was nice definitely, it also sparks the urge in me to go up. LOL i think i think too much, haha,
I am not even related to them. Then we went to Yee Tee Shopping Centre. I didn't know that there is one. haha.
After that we parted our ways and i went to Lot one since i don't feel like going home. We had fun and played around.
Really enjoy time with my B'clan bros. Hah, Later my duet partner came over to my house and we watch dragon balls.
Lols, it is our child hood cartoon lah, then for some reason it stopped playing already. Then we play guitars and sang for a while. Hah, it is really nice when you inspire the people around you about what you love doing. One of my B'clan bro was asking me stuffs about singing. Though i don't know much, but I don't mind telling him what i know. Thats what i mean when i say "Inspire and Influence." haha
Sunday morning, i got up with and decided to practise for the whole morning. I think i found a higher range for my
vocal. Though it may or may not succeed at times, but practise makes perfect. I got a feeling deep in me, it is coming soon. I do not know what it is but it is coming on it way. I hope i am prepared by then. Alot thing i want to do but
I have not achieve yet. I guessi I need to sit down and plan seriously. Hah.
Also want to say to You Ming Bro, take care and all the best man :)
To one of my B Clan bros :
" It does not matter where or how you start, it matters how and where you end."
Alright, i guess thats it. haha, end with this song that I am loving it.
[Title:人质]
[Singer:张惠妹]
[Album:我要快乐]
_人质_
词:冷玩妹 coldplay sister 曲:黄韵仁
我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎
Hmm, i don't know why recently really like to sleep alot. It makes me wonder have i become more lazy?
Saturday has been great. I went out with B'Clan bros to Unity Secondary funfair. The atmosphere there was
really good accept for the hot weather that bothers everyone i guess. Yeah, I saw a teacher sang 1 of my favorite
song, 世界唯一的你. It was nice definitely, it also sparks the urge in me to go up. LOL i think i think too much, haha,
I am not even related to them. Then we went to Yee Tee Shopping Centre. I didn't know that there is one. haha.
After that we parted our ways and i went to Lot one since i don't feel like going home. We had fun and played around.
Really enjoy time with my B'clan bros. Hah, Later my duet partner came over to my house and we watch dragon balls.
Lols, it is our child hood cartoon lah, then for some reason it stopped playing already. Then we play guitars and sang for a while. Hah, it is really nice when you inspire the people around you about what you love doing. One of my B'clan bro was asking me stuffs about singing. Though i don't know much, but I don't mind telling him what i know. Thats what i mean when i say "Inspire and Influence." haha
Sunday morning, i got up with and decided to practise for the whole morning. I think i found a higher range for my
vocal. Though it may or may not succeed at times, but practise makes perfect. I got a feeling deep in me, it is coming soon. I do not know what it is but it is coming on it way. I hope i am prepared by then. Alot thing i want to do but
I have not achieve yet. I guessi I need to sit down and plan seriously. Hah.
Also want to say to You Ming Bro, take care and all the best man :)
To one of my B Clan bros :
" It does not matter where or how you start, it matters how and where you end."
Alright, i guess thats it. haha, end with this song that I am loving it.
[Title:人质]
[Singer:张惠妹]
[Album:我要快乐]
_人质_
词:冷玩妹 coldplay sister 曲:黄韵仁
我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
Change
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 8:41 PM
Chapter : Change
I am back for a post. I can only say i am angry and depressed at the same time. First round of
grading for IAP has been confirmed. My result is just a C+. I just merely made one mistake and
there, C+. I am not sure if it is because i am not good or I am just not being like by my supervisor.
I tried my best in everything i do. And all I get is a C+. It makes me wonder if i should be a Mr. Nice
in the office. Does it pay to be nice? I am changing my attitude in my company and thats final. No more
Mr Nice guy and i shall just be a intern. After all no matter how much i tried to be perfect, It won't matter
in her eyes either. I think favoritism is just obvious and I am just not the 100% perfect intern
that my supervisor is hoping for. Screw you..Big time man..I am going to prove it further that you are wrong.
Just you wait for that day.
†Yichee†
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 11:08 PM
Chapter: Sleeping inside..
Life has been fruitful these few weeks eversince I disappear from here. It makes me wonder what would life be
when there is not sadness? What is life when it is filled with happiness? I can't say that I truly understand but
life that are fill with different kind of events, memories and feelings is just wonderful. No matter is it the bad
one or good one, it is always looking back that makes me feel that life is filled with all kinds of emotions. I still
can't redeem for what i did. For all the best that i pray upon or i wish upon, i didn't know if it came true. But the
ultimate is I wish that happiness will be with by her side all along.
My dream felt so real that day. A stage of my own. I am waiting for my turn to turn that moment into mine.
I was feeling all nervous and it felt as if i was in there. No matter what it is, as long as i have a chance to be on l
will treat it as my last performance.
"I have hurt someone, it is not easy to make it up. All i can say is it is just for the best of us."
" A Stage is a Chance and it is up to us to seize that moment..."
Alrights peeps , Have a nice day :)
Labels: Sleeping
--xoxo,
yichee
yichee
